How can i go on with such a heavy heart, how can i dream when i see no hope? How can i not cry when im trapped in dispair, how can i lose everything when i have nothing? How can i believe in love when im surrounded by so much hate......how can i ecsape my life of misery????  Help me find peace again

I have never done anything like this before,but i dont know what else to do. I am in desprate need of finanical help! I recently lost my mother to AIDS as well as my sister a couple months eariler. I'm a single mother of 2 but i lost my son(tyrone) in a car accident at age 5. Not only am i finanically broken my spirit and hopes are crushed. I need help ASAP im behind in all of my bills,the lights and water are close to being turned off. My car broked down two days ago and now im unable to take my daughter to school. She has missed the last two days and to get my car out of the shop cost 559.76. My car is the only way i can get my child to school and my way to work. PLease help me with my finanical troubles please i dont know what to do if we get evicted.  THANK YOU ALL AND MY GOD BLESS YOU